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A living journal on creative freedom, true wealth & enduring power

Exploring what comes after manifestation culture and prosperity gospel. What it looks like to wield real power without delusion. Creating inside reality, instead of trying to escape it. Building wealth without fragility, power without inflation, confidence that survives uncertainty. The end of being yanked around by fear and desire. Actual power that survives failure, success, loss, and being fully human. Core stability, to build our lives and enterprises upon.

May 07, 2022

betwixt & between

Life is always in flux, always in a continual state of change Truth be told, we’re never not in a liminal space, never not betwixt & between who we once were and who we’re becoming. Some seasons of life are more overtly and acutely liminal, whil...

April 03, 2022

i once

I once wore glittery heels to casual backyard barbecues I once took flying leaps without bothering to notice the ground I once opened my mouth and let words spill out like rushing rivers I once housed crackling belly infernos that lit up the night I...

April 01, 2019

she is magic

Magic has been whispering to my heart - quietly summoning me to her for years. I longed deeply for her, oftentimes unable to identify the exact flavor of my aching. I grieved for her as I numbly moved through a world that no longer believed in the m...

May 13, 2017

love affair with life

I’m having a love affair with my life. It’s the romance I always sought in another, which never failed to leave me feeling hollow like a mirage of something real. Life is the real lover a tangible communion I can really sink my teeth into and wrap...

August 22, 2016

plummage in the breeze

Once upon a time, I looked at the world around me and noticed that everything was wonky as fuck. I saw people spending a majority of their lives at jobs they disliked or at the very least found unfulfilling, living for the weekends and sparse vacat...

June 09, 2016

death became my savior

When I was 31 years old, death became my savior. I had reached a crux of my adult life, which featured me, in the same red wine and tear-stained light blue yoga pants I'd been wearing for a week straight. Unable to make myself get off the couc...

April 10, 2012

walls of conclusion

I do my best to cozy down into a ‘normal’ life situation... Ya know, with love and cookies, and consistent bedtimes. Date nights and planning. Steady jobs with paychecks and insurance and stuff. Walking paths that have been well tread. That’s w...